The ten why questions…
Why can’t I stop caring?
Why do I have to check up on you?
Why do I even ask about you?
Why do I look at you any chance I get?
Why can’t I get you out of my head?
Why don’t you fucking care about me anymore?
Why do I try to be in your life? You obviously don’t want me in yours.
Why did I have to fall so hard for you?
Why were you my first love?
Why did you stop loving me?
do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.